Inner Monologue, Spoken Out Loud (A Series, Pt. 6)

July Thoughts (Part 3/5)

7/24

1. I wonder if God ever gets tired of repeating Himself with me.

2. I be saying “Lord, willing…” before speaking my plans into existence, like a 65 year old man, bc Lord, not my will but Yours!!

3. Sometimes you have to tell yourself “yeah, it’s only five dollars, but you might need that ‘only five dollars’ later”, then don’t spend the money.

4. I love myself, so no disrespect when I say this, but what the heck is my problem 😭

5. Walmart fried chicken is cheap for a reason y’all.  (Go ‘head— say good looks 😌).

6. Currently eating potato salad that I bought with my own money, and I keep thinking, mannn— I’m so blessed to have food on a plate with a fork that I also bought with my own money.  Thanks God!  You da best!

7. My problem is I can’t decide if I don’t like a song or not until there’s only about 20-25 seconds left

8. Don Ready said he “just tryna go where no one goes, like Hardee’s” 😭 and he right I ain’t never been to no dang Hardee’s and have yet to meet someone who has 😭💀

9. Wait, hold up did Jaye Newton just say he’s “a Childlike Cici”??  Okay rappers shoutout rappers frrr 😭🤝

10. I work a maintenance job, so yes, I’m the Black only woman on staff.  With this being said, I’ve learned patience and boundaries within the workplace.  But also, I’ve gained an absurd interest for cars, while asking for advice on how much to save, and what to look for.

11. Okay, listen— I don’t forget that I’m mentally unstable, I just forget that everyone else isn’t 😭

12. I hate when I’m trying to enjoy the silence, then the AC comes on

7/25

1. POV me praying the same few prayers over and over throughout the day bc Lord only knows God is my only option.

2. The intimate connection between leaving work on time today or staying an extra four to five hours right now.

3. Can’t stay late today.  Until tomorrow 🫡

4. Adulting=finding out that grapes in fact are not an optional fridge item 😭

5. Bruh, I hate when autocorrect capitalizes the “y” in Yano 🙄

6. God be godding tbh