Inner Monologue, Spoken Out Loud (A Series, Pt. 6)

July Thoughts (Part 4/5)

7/26

1. The first section of emojis should be labeled “recently used” and not “frequently used” bc why is that one emoji I’ve only ever used twice in my entire life in my frequently used??

2. Adulting is realizing that some ppl are just meant to be an acquaintance.

3. I hate when ppl think I’m mad or I’m holding a grudge when I cut them off.  Like, no, I just no longer take disrespect, respectfully.

7/27

1. Whoever came up with the term “non-label breakup” kind of ate, bc why-m-I hurting, setting boundaries with the person I want to live with for the rest of my life like this, just bc they ain't right for me.

7/28

1. It’s Zara’s birthday!!!

2. The moment I realized it’s too hot to wear a hat, but it’s too hot not to wear a hat: (*bucket hat on*, *bucket hat off*, *bucket hat on*, *bucket hat off*; again and again on repeat).

3. Sooooo…. Who are y’all voting for, for president lollll 😭💀

4. Somebody seriously said we’re living in a reality tv show (and they right) 😂

5. Donald Duckkkk 🤣🤣

6. Writer-crastination: procrastinating on writing to write

7. Did I tell y’all I have tendonitis??  If not, it’s a pain in the rear-end fyi (but literally it's a pain in my posterior tibial tendon)

8. I need life to be less expensive

9. Last week of orientation!!

10. Bruh, I move into my dorm on Thursday, and I don’t feel like packing or cleaning my current dorm lolll

11. Had to get my phone fixed earlier, so before it clicked that I could do more than just text on my computer in replace of my phone, it occurred to me that I wouldn’t be able to check my bank account, so that had me thinking “well how did old ppl check their bank account before online banking”?  Then that also had me thinking how blessed I was to know the exact amount of money in my bank account (only down to the dollar amount, and not to the cent).  Until it then occurred to me that I’d have to do math “the old fashioned” way bc I had planned to spend money on food today 😭 had me looking up when the calculator was invented bc I fs wasn’t trying to be ghetto and use a calculator on my computer 😭

12. God will provide!!

13. Jirehhhh you are da one!!

14. So we (7/29 edit: “so we…” just not gon finish a thought, lolll??)

7/29

1. POV I’m panicking in distress lollll just gon get stuck like this??

2. POV I forgot to clock out today ahahah 😭

3. I be saying “respectfully,…” in front of things I’m not respectful about 😭

4. I told Jennifer I want to zone out on this week.  I named all of what I need to get done this week, and she said “Baker… you literally can’t zone out, you have too much to do” 😭💀 like yeah, that’s why I want to zone out.  It’s called avoiding stress.

5. So I’m just supposed to be sick and not know why I’m sick?? 😭 bc ain’t no way I’m gonna pay for yet another medical bill 😭

6. So I’m crying over this again???

7. I need to be able to have a voice call with God every night and a FaceTime call with him once or twice a week.  I’m TIRED

8. Saw something on IG a couple of weeks ago, saying “I hate when ppl don’t get my sarcasm bc now I sound like a bully.”  REAL TALK.  I’m very rarely literal